Waiting for the dawn

I open my eyes in the morning to this beautifully world,
To find it to be more serene than ever before,
I blink at the peace around me,      

My soul tries to breathe in the life,
to post it to my memory forever, 
these moments of life. 

As the day passes, 
the beauty starts to fade,        
As the sun grows,
So do my doubts,
the white peace now dotted with dark clouds. 

As the day ends I am left with just me ugly as ever,
the peace has disappeared,
my heart is heavy and my breathing shallow,

I dread the morning after.

With the hope in my eyes,
My eyes lay to rest, 

Into the dream world I go,
Leaving the ugly world behind.

I open my eyes again to a new dawn,

To see myself through the pain again,
With the peace around and chaos within.