Little steps to reality

I woke up to a hazy sunlight,
the sun seemed to be shining bright,
Yet the warmth could not reach me,

I could only imagine
the wonderful warmth on my skin

But that was all..

I looked around,
I was inside a huge bubble,
I could see the world outside,
But I could not feel it on the inside..

It felt so close but so far away,

The air inside was full of my thoughts of tomorrow,
I could no more breathe,
The bubble was just too full of it!

I wanted freedom,
Freedom from my own dreams,
My own thoughts,
I wanted to live and see the world as is...I wanted to be naive again.

What started as a new life was now seeming to be too much...too big,

I wanted to start small again,
Not with the questions of tomorrow,

But with the hope for today,

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes,
I took a step ahead,
Hoping my feet shall find the ground I have been waiting for..

As my feet felt the mushy earth below,
I could hear my heart skip a beat,
My soul could finally breathe...

.I could finally live in my today...