That Feeling! The need of
closure. The urge to start afresh…
I see a strong jute rope. My hands trace the built of the rope. There
is a knot in the middle of the rope. It does not feel right. As if the knot is not
meant to be there. It somehow feels misplaced. It leaves me feeling uneasy. I try to look for the rope's ends to
open it. But I cannot find them. There are no ends! My heart starts panicking. It
feels as if I am running out of time. I try harder with all my focus on finding
the ends, but still can’t find them. This is exactly that feeling! It feels like a knot in
the middle of nowhere. This is how it feels to not have closure. It feels like I will have to live with this feeling forever until the end of time.
As you try to start reading the next chapter of the novel,
the missing end of the last chapter keeps you occupied. The possible endings of
the last chapter keep clouding your trail into the next chapter. With the unsaid
endings you leave a part of your dreams, hopes, and your soul tucked away in
the rusted pages of the last chapter.
"As I try to move ahead,
It grapples me with all it has,
The harder I try,
The more stronger it grows,
No matter how hard I try,
I cant shake it off,
It pulls me down,
It shoves me in.
I struggle to breathe
I struggle to love!"
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