A Walk to Remember

"As I start climbing the first steps, I gaze at the magnificent walls of the hill. Its majestic appearance seems to downsize my soul. My soul aches to level up. It calls for the invite from the soul of the hill. My feet walk towards the trail to meet my host.

I walk through the broken steps and the rocky trail. Each step takes me closer to my destination. The more I move away from the starting point, more beautiful it gets. I leave behind the good, the bad and the ugly truths of life to discover my soul. There is a thin trail of water flowing through the stones. As if trying to cleanse my soul of the weights I carried- the weight of the past, present and the expectations of tomorrow; the weight of who I was and who I was supposed to be.

I was breathing in the fresh air of hopes and dreams and exhaling the air of judgements and expectations. The fresh air was filling my soul with fresh thoughts. The higher I went, the lighter I felt. I was leaving behind the trails of my old self.

By the time I reached the peak, I could feel the new me. All that was left of me was my soul..sans the façade. I walked through the clouds as my soul mingled with the sky and the hills. Finally it had reached home.."

Its a choice after all..

Every moment in your life is a byproduct of your choices. Coincidence, luck, destiny are nothing but a cluster of your choices. Except for your birth and your death, everything else is your choice. However if few studies are to be believed, souls do choose their births and death as well!

I am where I am today, because of my choices- the good, the bad, and the ugly. My choices might not have been the most sane in the situation, but I choose not to disown them. They were mine and I shall stand by them.

My life is nothing but my choices and so is love. You choose to love. You make this choice every single day in spite of whatever the circumstances. You choose to love your partner's quirks and their arrogance. You choose to be their light in times they are ignorant. You choose to walk by their side no matter how dark it gets. You choose to wait in the tunnel of darkness hoping for the light to shine through. You choose to loose your sleep over their nightmares even though you are tired as hell. You choose to hold their hands even when your own soul cries for some lone time. You choose to wait for them while they sort out their inner demons. You choose to be their peace when life poses questions to which there are no correct answers. 

You choose to take this journey from 'now' to 'forever'...its a choice after all

I wish for a little less..

As I stand on the edge of the hill, the winds blowing sweet nothings in my face. I can smell the salty winds. I look towards the horizon, in search. I can’t remember what I am looking for. But I know that I can’t find it. The feeling of uneasiness is gripping my heart. I try to breathe and try to calm myself. It pains as I breathe. It pains as I live.

It seems I am stuck in time. I wish the pain didn’t exist. I wish I couldn’t feel. I wish I didn’t have a heart. As I write this down today I wish this feeling leaves the dark world of my soul forever..

How I Wish!

How I Wish!

As my thoughts flow from my soul onto this paper, I wish it takes away with it all my apprehensions and my worries.

I wish I could just do away with all these lint of worries trying to engulf my soul. I wish I could somehow just learn to live in my cocoon of present sans my angst. How I wish!

I wish I could just open the bottle of my soul to fill it to the brim with the scent of my today. I wish I could gather the courage to unleash my wishes. How I Wish!